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Where the Sunbeams End: Chapter 19

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Peter Smetanick
Aug 04, 2024
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Where the Sunbeams End: Contents

I know how the story goes, at least from my own perspective. And yet I struggle to tell it. 

I find that every minute spent searching for answers, searching for reasons why I am who I am, I only realize again and again that the search is fruitless, each minute wasted. The truth is that I’m no longer concerned with what hap…

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